Asian Sensation

Sun, 19 Jun 2005 03:41:07 GMT

i made a new journal.... behndclosedoors. add me bitches!

So my first job at Freedom Hill last night, was.. um, interesting. A lot of drunken bikers and stuff. Tesla played. That job is gonna turn out to be so-super-sweet. I hope i work the 311/PapaRoach/unwritten law show and the Ted Nugent show! that'd be tight!

look at my pictures from Texas!!!

Fri, 17 Jun 2005 17:19:41 GMT

Once again
in self defense
I won't sleep a wink
to prevent dreamin of you

... I miss it SO much there ...

Fri, 17 Jun 2005 02:05:30 GMT

SO... Texas was the most awesome experience ever! We went to a country club and learned how to country dance, horseback riding, swimming in the river, swingin off rope swings, camping, tubing down the Guadalupe River, getting drunk, went to a little party where Cooter pierced some kids ear lol, and a whole bunch of other shit! here's a few pictures, sorry i couldnt cut them, every time i tried it wouldnt cut the pictures, just the captions.

David, Jami, Me & Cooter on the river

Paula, Ashley, Jami, Me, Megan, and some random cowboy at the club

yeah we went ghost hunting too... scary trees and shit

how they eat cereal in texas... in big ass bowls

me & cooter

me getting my drunken ass kicked in chess

Yeah so i had fun, I cannot wait to go back! and for them all to come here yay!

I work at Freedom Hill now! hells yeah!

I leave tomorrow!!!

Wed, 08 Jun 2005 03:27:44 GMT

TO MY DEAR WIFE:

During the past year I have tried to make love to you 365 times.

I have succeeded 36 times, which is an average of once every ten days.

The following is a list of why I did not succeed more often:

54 times the sheets were clean

17 times it was too late

49 times you were too tired

20 times it was too hot

15 times you pretended to be sleep

22 times you had a headache

17 times you were afraid of waking the baby

16 times you said you were too sore

12 times it was the wrong time of the month

19 times you had to get up early

9 times you said weren't in the mood

7 times you were sunburned

6 times you were watching the late show

5 times you didn't want to mess up your new hairdo

3 times you said the neighbors would hear us

9 times you said your mother would hear us

Of the 36 times I did succeed, the activity was not satisfactory because:

6 times you just laid there

8 times you reminded me there's a crack in the ceiling

4 times you told me to hurry up and get it over with

7 times I had to wake you and tell you I finished

1 time I was afraid I had hurt you because I felt you move

KEEP READING.......

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TO MY DEAR HUSBAND:

I think you have things a little confused. Here are the reasons you didn't get more than you did:

5 times you came home drunk and tried to screw the cat

36 times you did not come home at all

21 times you didn't cum

33 times you came too soon

19 times you went soft before you got in

38 times you worked too late

10 times you got cramps in your toes

29 times you had to get up early to play

2 times you were in a fight and someone kicked you in the balls

4 times you got it stuck in your zipper

3 times you had a cold and your nose was running

2 times you had a splinter in your finger

20 times you lost the notion after thinking about it all day

6 times you came in your pajamas while reading a dirty book

98 times you were too busy watching , , etc. on TV

Of the times we did get together:

The reason I laid still was because you missed and were screwing the sheets.

I wasn't talking about the crack in the ceiling, what I said was, "Would you prefer me on my back or kneeling?"

The time you felt me move was because you farted and I was trying to breathe.

Once you read this letter you have to keep it going.

This has been played since 1996.

You must repost this as soon as possible.

On the 5th day someone will ask you out or say "I love you."

This is not a joke.

It has worked for many years.

If you break the chain,

you will have bad luck with guys/girls forever.

This is just for future readers.

This began in 1996,not much of a past, but it works.

So here are the rules:

If you read this on a Sunday,wish for a good week

If you read this on a Monday, wish for money

If you read this on a Tuesday, wish for love

If you read this on a Wednesday, wish for success

If you read this on a Thursday, wish for anything you want

If you read this on a Friday, wish for a really hot date

If you read this on a Saturday, wish for an important phone call

Repost this as soon as possible (after you make a wish).

Make sure it is posted as you read it or your wish won't come true

So I leave tomorrow for Texas, finally. You all don't have to worry about me... "I'm not gonna do anything Allison Webster wouldn't do!" See you in a week!

Congrats to the seniors on graduating, sorry i couldnt make it, i wanted to go SO bad, but I couldn't get anyone to fill in for me at work.

Mon, 06 Jun 2005 01:42:33 GMT

So last night was awesomely fun. good to see all the kids again, well actually it was only Stu i hadn't see in awhile. fun anyway. We broke into the Quinn house, or should i say Ben Bate (lol) & Friends broke down the doors. So were all the mosquito bites worth getting inside? not really, not much inside, just stuff that they were using to fix the place up with. No dirt floor in the basement, or bloody handprints on teh basement walls either! lol.

3 DAYS...

Cedar Pointe the 21st!! hells yeah.

PeacE out homies!

..../ And I'll see you in my dreams \....

Sat, 04 Jun 2005 16:48:51 GMT

So here we are again

Hiding from the past as we try to make it last

I’m so alone my friend

As this sunset fades away

Drifting further everyday

And I know, can’t let go

Left behind without the answers

Tell me why do I feel so alone tonite

I see you in the shadows

I’ll be gone until December

Now this scar remains

And I’ll see you in my dreams

Beneath the stars of lonely night

Wonder where you are tonite

And I…

Hope its never lonely where you are

So say that you’ll forgive me

And that you’ll never leave me

It seems like yesterday

We were building on a dream

Just the two of us believed

These promises I have made

Is the only thing that I have

That I will never let it go a

And fade away

Cant let go

4 days bitches... and i'm gone---- only to be back in a fucking week.

>>>-----♥----->

2000 miles doesn't seem so far

Thu, 02 Jun 2005 21:06:33 GMT

And I'll see you in my dreams
Beneath the stars of lonely night
Wonder where you are tonite
And I...
Hope it's never lonely where you are
So say that you'll forgive me
And that you'll never leave me.

this sucks so bad. this trip will either be one of the best things to happen to me... or the worst.too bad theres no other way to be with someone who's 2000 miles away.

Sat, 28 May 2005 07:52:37 GMT

well tonite was a fucking fun ass-night i guess you could say. i played laser tag with katie, lindsay S, grant, steve, jake, pat. then i hung out with drew and jude and we went to lauren's apartment and have tons of fun there. and now im tired and im goingto bed.

Wed, 25 May 2005 22:46:49 GMT

So... the first warm day in awhile... I decided to take advatage of it and soak up some of the sun. I laid out for like an hour! Basically only my stomach tanned, and my arms. My chest and legs are pretty much white as can be. Oh well, I guess weather in Texas is like in the 100's with humidity and all that hot shit, so i should be pretty dark when i get back.

I went to Freedom Hill today to apply for work their this summer. Hope I get a job as a usher... so I can watch the concerts, hells yeah!

Yeah I'm pretty bored right now. I wanna party tonite since I don't work tomorrow mornin. Who's with me... gimme a call. We'll find somewhere to go!

Road Show Matt called me the other night. HAHA

OHHHHH and... me and andrea were driving back to my house. Ok so imagine you're on Stephens going towards Kelly, and my house is coming up. We see this boy walking towards Kelly, his back to us. He comes up to the corner pretty much at the same time I'm about to turn. I turn my head to look at him and find myself staring at this kid with long hair. -staring at him- then I hear andrea yelling at me to "RUN AWAY" yes, but we were in a car. I then realize the kid i've been staring at for the past 3 seconds was none other than CHAD!!! Yes, you read correctly... CHAD. You have no idea how scared i became. what i should have done was drive past my house, but instead i pulled in the driveway. now the question was should i back out and park on the street like i usually do?? HELLS NAW, i stayed in my driveway, pulled all the way up and hoped to God he wouldnt come walking up to say hi. But thankfully, he kept on walking, after turning his head a few times to get a few more looks. LOL. Just thought i'd like to share that semi-detailed story with y'all. till next time... PEACE

Mon, 23 May 2005 23:39:16 GMT

What's goin on everyone? I haven't seen any of my friends this whole weekend. I had to stay at my aunt's house and be in at like 9 everynight!! But it was cool cuz me and my cuz got to watch cool movies like Lemony Snicket's! I love that movie.

I want the good weather to come back so i can go running again!

i have a cute slideshow in my BIO/profile thingy yay!

MySPACE has sucked in my sister. She is now addicted... she's adding all the emo-looking kids she can find! LOL

Anyhoo, movie nights like old times, except GIRLS ONLY for tonite. I gotta have another movie allnighter!!

*3 1/2 more weeks till I leave!!

Who's up to party?!?!?!?!?

Sun, 22 May 2005 14:01:23 GMT

I am worth $1,287,028 on HumanForSale.com

YAY

Fri, 20 May 2005 16:21:00 GMT

Hey everyone I had the most fun day at work today... filled with exciting quizzes and funny pictures, here's one... click here it's SO funny, please pass it on! Spread the joy.

Fri, 20 May 2005 14:11:19 GMT

It's Not Sex. It's ... :
Having a Squeeze and a Squirt

Get your own Sex Name

It's Not Sex. It's ... :
Praying with the Knees Upward

Get your own Sex Name

this was Shane's

It's Not Sex. It's ... :
Zwooshing the Swoosh

Get your own Sex Name

This was Marcy's

Tue, 17 May 2005 06:10:56 GMT

so i guess theres that gay ass virus going around AIM. if you get an IM from me or anyone that says "check this out, is this you?" with a link, dont click on it. yeah. i did, and now my AIM sends continuous IM's to ALL my friends, and it wont let me stop it. if you know how to get rid of this damn son of a bitch, let me know. in the meantime... DONT OPEN THAT LINK!!!

3 weeks 1 day!!!

lots o' luvin...

so cut my wrists and black my eyes...

Mon, 16 May 2005 15:50:01 GMT

Spare me just 3 last words, "I love you" is all she heard, and "I'll wait for you"... but i can't wait forever.

* 3 Weeks and 2 Days till Texas!! One week is NOT long enough.

So the weirdest thing just happened with my AIM. I was typing this entry and all of a sudden I keep getting continuous IM's from ALL my friends, but it's just their away messages. And i didnt even touch anything before that. It's the ghosts i tell you... bad karma. So I just sign off... WEIRD. so i guess I sent this thing to all my friends... "check this out... is this you"
with a link, but i didnt. sarah sent it to me earlier and i tried clickin on it but i couldnt open it. so dont open it cuz i dotn know what the fuck it is.

so a couple days ago me and jami took our moms out to a belated Mother's Day lunch/dinner to Sy Thai! awesome shit.

... but now i crave Plaza, I think i'm gonna go...

............till next time my luv..............

Tue, 10 May 2005 17:36:58 GMT

Student was searching for divine inspiration. Student walked high on the mountain of knowledge and came across God. Student asked God how to live life as a college kid should. And God said unto him, follow these Ten Commandments and you shall be all a college kid is. And Student thanked God and it was good. And Student spread the Ten Commandments of College to all.

I- Thou Shalt Nap
And God gave unto Student a great gift, the gift of napping. God said to him, You shall spend half your day napping. You shall nap in class, in your room and in your friend’s room. And God said, if you don’t nap, you will not be able to stay up all night drinking. And Student said, Nap I shall, and it was good.

II- Thou Shalt Get Sick All the Time
Now God said to Student, you must be sick all of the time. And student said why. And God said unto him, you shall share drinks, stay up too late, drink too much and make out with people you don’t know. Therefore, God said, you shall be sick all year round. But God said, blessed are the sick for they have partied the hardest. And it was good.

III- Thou Shalt Write Witty Away Messages
Student asked, but God, how will I show everyone that I am funny? And God said unto him, thou shall write witty away messages. God said to student, you shall never just say you are in the shower, you shall say you are getting wet and wild…in the shower. You shall never say you are at class, you shall say you are sleeping…in class. God said, if you do not write witty away messages, I shall smite you. Blessed are the funny, for they will get many girls to be their friends but never hook up with them. And it was good.

IV- Thou Shalt Wear a Hoodie
And then Student asked God, God how do I look like a college kid. And God said unto student, you must wear a hoodie, for it is a useful garment. And you shall never wash it either. Student asked God what kind of Hoodie should it be and God said, you shall own one with your school’s logo on it and you shall own many others of varying colors and creeds. And Student was pleased and God was pleased.

V- Thou Shalt Shit a Lot
And Student asked of his bathroom habit and God told him, Student, you shall eat in the Cafeteria and you shall shit a lot. And it will not be good shit, it will be the shit of the devil for your ass shall burn for hours. Your school shall put laxatives in their food and you shall feel their pain. And Student began to weep, and God said unto him, Student, fear not the shit, for all your fellow students will be experiencing the same. And Student dried his eyes and thanked God and God told him to use wet naps to ease the pain.

VI- Thou Shalt Eat EasyMac
Student asked unto God if there was any alternatives to the cafeteria, and God said to him, you shall eat a lot of EasyMac. It is easy to make and you don’t need milk or a stove. And student said microwaves were forbidden by the RA. And God said to him, you shall hide the microwave under your bed with a towel on top. And Student asked, what if it is discovered. And God told him to stop being such a pussy, and it was good.

VII- Thou Shalt Hook Up
Student then asked of sex. And God said, Student, you shall hook up and be happy. You shall go home with random people every weekend and forget about them the next day. You shall see them at class and be awkward amongst their company. You shall exchange saliva at bars and parties and it will be good. And Student became gleeful and God told Student to wrap it up because He knows where she has been, but Student does not.

VIII- Thou Shalt Join a Club and Never Go to Meetings
Student inquired of his spare time and God reminded him that he should be napping. But Student said he wanted to do other things. So God said unto him, you shall join a club at the beginning of the semester, but then never go to meetings. And Student asked why he should not go to meetings, and God told him, because the glee club is gay. And Student understood His wisdom.

IX- Thou Shalt Wake Up Confused
God said to Student, there will come many a day when you shall wake up in the bed of another and not know where you are. You will not remember what you did last night and you shall be confused. You will see that you have nipple rings and a tattoo now and are covered in Sharpie. And Student was disturbed by this, but God said, you shall tell great stories about it to your friends someday. And Student understood and God took a sip of a beer.

And God gave Student the final Commandment

X- Thou Shalt Gain Weight
And Student wished to hear the final commandment and God said he would not like it. But Student insisted, so God said unto him, you shall gain weight. However, God said, you will not buy new clothes, so you will wear sweat pants a lot. God said, Student, you will watch a lot of TV and become fat to which Student wept profusely. But God comforted Student saying, you will still get ass even if you cannot tie your shoes anymore. Student felt better and God pointed to Student’s chest saying, those will soon be bitch tits. And it was good.

This is the word of God, follow the Ten Commandments of College or you will be smote!

Mon, 09 May 2005 03:16:05 GMT

INSTRUCTIONS: 1. Copy this whole list into your journal. 2. Bold the things that are true about you. 3. Whatever you don’t bold is false.

01. I miss somebody right now.

02. I don’t watch much TV these days

03. I love olives

04. I love sleeping

05. I own lots of books

06. I wear glasses or contact lenses

07. I love to play video games

08. I’ve tried marijuana

09. I’ve watched a porn movie

10. I have been in a threesome

11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship

12. I believe honesty is usually the best policy

13. I have acne free skin

14. I like and respect Al Sharpton

15. I curse frequently

16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year

17. I have a hobby

18. I’ve been told I: have an applebottom

19. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me

20. I’m really, really smart

21. I’ve never broken someone’s bones

22. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal

23. I hate the rain

24. I’m paranoid at times

25. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free

26. I need money right now

27. I love Sushi

28. I talk really, really fast sometimes

29. I have fresh breath in the morning

30. I have long hair

31. I have lost money in Las Vegas

32. I have at least one brother and/or one sister

33. I was born in a country outside of the U.S.

34. I shave my legs (females) or face (males) on a regular basis

35. I have a twin

36. I have worn fake hair/ fingernails/ eyelashes in the past

37. I couldn’t survive without Caller I.D.

38. I like the way that I look sometimes

39. I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months

40. I know how to cornrow

41. I am usually pessimistic

42. I have a lot of mood swings

43. I think prostitution should be legalized

44. I think Britney Spears is hot

45. I have cheated on a significant other in the past

46. I have a hidden talent

47. I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar I have

48. I think that I’m popular

49. I am currently single

50. I have kissed someone of the same sex

51. I enjoy talking on the phone

52. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants

53. I love to shop

54. I would rather shop than eat

55. I would classify myself as ghetto

56. I’m bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders

57. I’m obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal

58. I don’t hate anyone. I dislike them.

59. I’m a pretty good dancer

60. I don’t think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington

61. I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother

62. I have a cell phone

63. I believe in God

64. I watch MTV on a daily basis

65. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months

66.I love drama

67. I have never been in a real relationship before

68. I’ve rejected someone before

69. I currently have a crush on someone

70. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life

71. I want to have children in the future

72. I have changed a diaper before

73. I’ve called the cops on a friend before

74. I bite my nails

75. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club

76. I’m not allergic to anything

77. I have a lot to learn

78. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger

79. I plan on seeing Ice Cube’s newest "Friday" movie

80. I am very shy around the opposite sex sometimes

81. I’m online 24/7, even as an away message

82. I have at least 5 away messages saved

83. I have tried alcohol or drugs before

84. I have made a move on a friend’s significant other in the past

85. I own the "South Park" movie

86. I have avoided assignments at work to be on Xanga or Livejournal

87. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum

88. I enjoy some country music

89. I would die for my best friend.

90. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.

91. I watch soap operas whenever I can

92. I’m obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist

93. I have used my sexuality to advance my career

94. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all

95. I know all the words to Slick Rick’s "Children’s Story"

96. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy

97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it

98. I have dated a close friend’s ex

99. I have cut my self before

100. I am happy at this moment

Wed, 04 May 2005 17:13:08 GMT

Butters:	Wuh-ell yeah, and I'm sad, but at the same time I'm really happy that somethin' could make me feel that sad. It's like, ih ih, ih it makes me feel alive, you know? It makes me feel human. And the only way I could feel this sad now is if I felt somethin' really good before. So I have to take the bad with the good, so I guess what I'm feelin' is like a, beautiful sadness. I guess that sounds stupid...
Goth 1:	Yeah.
Stan:	No. No, Butters, that doesn't sound stupid at all.
Butters:	Well, thanks for offerin' to let me in your clique, guys, uh but, to be honest, I'd rather be a cryin' little pussy than a faggy Goth kid. Well see ya, Stan. [walks off]
Stan:	He's right. I don't even know who I am anymore. I like liking life a whole lot more than hating it. Screw you guys, I'm goin' home. [walks off]
Goth 2:	Go ahead and go back to your sunshine fairytale!

Lol, South Park is awesome. I'm finally buying the rest of this shit to fix my damn other car... so I can finally drive it again... anyone wanna buy my other one??? Any takers??? haha.

The Hoedown in 9 days!!

Sun, 01 May 2005 02:09:47 GMT

1. What is your full name?
Marika Danielle Vanicelli (i wish it was Villaraza)
2. What color underwear are you wearing now?
black
3. What are you listening to right now?
the faint hum of the computer
4. What are the last 2 digits of your phone number?
25 and 61
5. What was the last thing you ate?
a cheesy gordita crunch and a soft taco
6. If you were a crayon what color would you be?
puce
7. How is the weather right now?
dark considering its like 10 at night
8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
craig
9. The first thing you notice about the opposite/same sex?
eyes
10. Favorite Food?
chicken enchilada from Plaza... or maybe just cuz i'm craving it
11. Favorite Alcoholic Drink?
sex on the beach and vodka sours are good. or my Captain's chased with some Raspberry Smirnoff Twisted! hells yeah.
12. Favorite Soft Drink?
i dont drink "soda"
13. Favorite place to shop?
at the store
14. Hair color:
black
15. Eye Color:
dark brown
16. Do you wear contacts?
no
17. Best Friend(s)?
everyone
18. Favorite Month?
august?
19. Favorite Fast Food?
TACO BELL
20. Last Movie you Watched?
parts of Dragonheart and Good Will Hunting... they were on at the same time
21. Favorite Day Of The Year?
Christmas
22. Are You Too Shy To Ask Someone Out?
depends...
23. Summer Or Winter?
Fall
24. Hugs Or Kisses?
yeah both... i like the cute lil kisses and the great big hugs that makes you feel they care
25. Chocolate Or Vanilla?
vanilla
26. Do You Want Your Friends To Respond Back?
no cuz no one is probably as bored as i am
27. Who Is Most Likely To Respond?
noone
28. Who Is Least Likely To Respond?
everyone
What Books Are You Reading?
i wanna start reading the chronicles of narnia
36. Butter, Plain, Or Salted Popcorn?
BUTTER AND SALTED!!!
37. Dogs Or Cats?
dogs
38. Favorite Flower?
those cool big orange ones that i dont know the name of, but they're in the little CD booklet of the Silent Drive album
39. What Do You Say When You Wake Up In The Morning?
hi mom
40. Do You Still Talk To Your Friends From Middle School?
yeah
41. What's On Your Desk?
i'm not at my house, but on this desk, the monitor, paper, an ashtray, the mouse,a pen and pen cap, two floppy disks, speakers, a coffe cup, a digi cam, a pad of apper, and a used paper towel, oh and a couple lottery tickets
42. Rock Concert Or Symphony?
how bout a symphony rock concert, like the TSO
43. Play or Opera?
play
44. Have you ever fired a gun?
yeah
45. Do You Like To Travel By Air Plane?
yeah as long as its not fucking over 20 hours like the the Phil
46. Right Or Left Handed?
right
47. Smooth or Chunky Peanut Butter?
chunky now... i've changed
48. How Many Pillows Do You Sleep With?
2
49. City And State You Were Born In?
Quezon City, Phil
50. Ever Hitchhiked
no too scary

Thu, 21 Apr 2005 18:46:48 GMT

You Are Jasmine!

Independent and adventurous. You don't want much; just to break out of the guilded cage society has put you in and experience life to the fullest. Following orders isn't really one of your strong points, and you would rather live a life of poverty than being forced into something that you hate.

Which Disney Princess Are You?

I love Jasmine. So last night I went to Graham's to watch the boys practice. It was cool to see everyone again. I finally gave Dustin his book back that I've had for like a year. Craig, Chuckie and they're friend Manny met us there, then we left and chilled back at my crib cuz this supposed bonfire never happened, and another one we were supposed to go to was too far away. So we watched TV, pillowfighted and watched Chuckie slide acorss my basement floor on the ottoman. My car was supposed to get fixed today but since they can't get my front tire on, they couldn't tow it out of my garage, so i am still stuck with this piece of shit i've been driving... that i was only supposed to have for like 2 months. Our phone bill came yesterday, yeah I went over again... I think it was just cuz it was spring break too, I kept calling random peoples.

That's it for now. Time to hit the showers...

Who's got the herb?? Is what the young boys ask me...

Wed, 20 Apr 2005 22:49:50 GMT

HAPPY 4:20 EVERYONE. Y'all be good tonite.

I'm visitin the old school on friday, to see if they still have my transcripts. and to see all ya little kids.
I end school in 3 days. then 3 more days of exams.
Exactly 7 weeks till Texas.
Projekt Gift show tomorrow night yay!
Party/bonfire tonite... call me.

I had a bonfire on Sunday night at my house comprised of a metal bucket and some sticks collected from the park. We made smores. And watched Grind and half of The Lion King lol.

Much fun tonite...

Tue, 12 Apr 2005 19:19:56 GMT

I uploaded my pictures to my computer and put them online. So if y'all want you can see them here... http://photos.yahoo.com/amarikagrl758@sbcglobal.net

Tue, 12 Apr 2005 03:38:06 GMT

I haven't updated in awhile so here's a brief summary:

-on easter me Sheila and Jami booked our flight to Texas. We're leaving June 8-15 to visit the Texans we met down at Spring Break
-I am <--------> this close to moving to Texas. When we're down there we're checking out apartments, and right now we're filling out applications for the community colleges.
-as of easter my dad is talking to me again... he stopped once i came home with the piercing lol
-I went to the movies yesterday and saw Fever Pitch, SO cute!
-I decided to have my buddy Shane teach me self-defense shit, and how to Japanese sword fight so that when i get good... "We could kill everyone"
-I'm looking for another job so if yours is hiring tell me goddamit
-only 3 more weeks of school
-Project Gift is playing a show at the Magic Stick on the 21st so y'all should go
-The Black Maria is coming too so go to that one too!
-I can't wait to see the Amityville Horrors (or however its spelled)
-I went to the Road Show recently and hottie Matt was working...
yeah and now i'm just pretty much writing about random shit to pass the boredom in my night which i think i'll end here so i can just go to bed.

peace

Sat, 02 Apr 2005 07:21:57 GMT

It was just another story printed on the second page
Underneath the Tiger's football score
It said he was only eighteen, a boy about my age
They found him face down on the bedroom floor
They found him face down on his bedroom floor

There'll be services on Friday at the Lawrence Funeral Home
Then out on Mooresville highway, they'll lay him 'neath a stone...

How do you get that lonely, how do you hurt that bad
To make you make the call, that havin' no life at all
Is better than the life that you had
How do you feel so empty, you want to let it all go
How do you get that lonely... and nobody know

Did his girlfriend break up with him, did he buy or steal that gun?
Did he lose a fight with drugs or alcohol?
Did his Mom and Daddy forget to say I love you son?
Did no one see the writing on the wall?

I'm not blamin' anybody, we all do the best we can
I know hindsight's 20/20, but I still don't understand...

How do you get that lonely, how do you hurt that bad
To make you make the call, that havin' no life at all
Is better than the life that you had
How do you feel so empty, you want to let it all go
How do you get that lonely... and nobody know

It was just another story printed on the second page
Underneath the Tiger's football score...

*Blaine Larsen - How Do You Get That Lonely*

Texas in 9 weeks

Sun, 27 Mar 2005 16:26:46 GMT

Happy Easter everyone!

:x: name = Marika
:x: piercings = ears and lip
:x: tattoos = 0
:x: height= 5'3
:x: shoe size = 8 1/2
:x: hair color = blackish brownish
:x: eye color = dk brown
:x: siblings = 1 sister

LAST...
:x: movie you rented = Harold and Kumar go to White Castle
:x: movie you bought = i dotn know its been awhile
:x: song you listened to = Landslide-Dixie Chicks
:x: song that was stuck in your head = incubus - echo
:x: cd you bought = hopesfall
:x: cd you listened to = incubus - make yourself
:x: person you've called = my sweetie
:x: person that's called you = my aunt
:x: tv show you've watched = punk'd i think
:x: person you were thinking of = cooter lol
DO...
:x: you have a crush on someone = yeah
:x: you wish you could live somewhere else = oh yeah
:x: you think about suicide = i have
:x: you believe in online dating = no
:x: others find you attractive = i guess, my sweeties does lol
:x: you want more piercings = nah i'm all set
:x: you like cleaning = if i really need to clean my room, if i'm in the mood
:x: you like roller coasters = oh yeah
:x: you write in cursive or print = both simultaneously

FOR OR AGAINST...
:x: long distance relationships = they're gay, but i guess that's what i'm sort of going thru???
:x: using someone = against
:x: suicide = against
:x: killing people = against
:x: teenage smoking = it's your life
:x: driving drunk = against
:x: gay/lesbian relationships= its your life
:x: soap operas = i used to like Days..

HAVE YOU...
:x: ever cried over a girl= no dont think so
:x: ever cried over a boy = of course
:x: ever lied to someone = yeah
:x: ever been in a fist fight = yup
:x: ever been arrested = yeha
WHAT...
:x: shampoo do you use = redken
:x: shoes do you wear = roxy
:x: are you scared of = something going wrong and I won't be able to go to texas to see my sweetie

NUMBER...
:x: of times I have been in love?= 2
:x: of times I have had my heart broken? = dont know
:x: of hearts I have broken? = i dont know
:x: of girls I have kissed? = HA 1
:x: of boys I have kissed? = yeah a lot, considering i just came from spring break... lol jk
:x: of girls I've slept with? = i've slept in the same bed as girls, but never did anything
:x: of boys I've slept with? = 6
:x: of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? = 3 or 4
:x: of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: dunno
:x: of scars on my body? = a lot, i scar easily
:x: of things in my past that I regret? = i try not to count

favorite:
5 letter word: sweet
actor/actress: right now, Johnny Depp cuz i cant wait till Charlie and the Chocolate Factory comes out
Candy: skittles are good
Cartoon: i miss cow and chicken
Cereal: i dont eat cereal
Chewing gum: winterfresh
Color(s): orange
Color nail polish: ddont wear any
Day of week: friday
Least fave day: Monday & Wed
Flower: lillies
Jello flavor: watermellon
Jewelry: my lip ring?
Special skills/talents: playing my flute haha *go band* jk
Summer/Winter: fall
Trampolines or swimming pools: ooh both, jjumping from a trampoline into a swimming pool

|| Person who last.. ||

Slept in your bed: me
Kissed you: my mom
Hugged you: mom
Saw you cry: sheila, alisa, shannon and jami when we left our hotel listening to our Spring Break song
Made you cry: cooter (will) cuz we were leaving
You went to the movies with: sheila when we saw the Ring 2
Sent you an email: myspace

|| Have you ever.. ||

Said "I love you" and meant it?: yeah but not to the person i really wanna say it to now
Gone out in public in your pajamas: duh
Kept a secret from everyone: yeah
Cried during a movie: yeah Finding Neverland
Ever at anytime owned new kids on the block stuff: my shirt that Sarah Terrian took to wear and take a picture in
Planned your week based on the TV Guide: no
Been on stage: yeah
Been to New York: no =(
Been to California: no =(, well yeah, just as a stopover to the Phil
Hawaii: same as above
Spain: no
China: no
Canada: yup
Asia: yeha
South America: nope
Wished you were the opposite sex: when i have to badly pee and theres no bathroom
What time is it now?: 1125am
Apples or bananas?: apples
Blue or red?: red
Walmart or target?: tar-get
Spring or Fall?: Fall
What are you gonna do after you finish this?: eat breakfast
What was the last meal you ate?: dinner last night
High school or college?: college
Are you bored?: just cold
Last noise you heard?: the radio
Last smell you sniffed?: i havent smelled anything since florida, my nose has been stuffed since then
Last time you went out of state? spring break

Asian Sensation

I leave tomorrow!!!

..../** And I'll see you in my dreams **\....

*2000 miles doesn't seem so far*

so cut my wrists and black my eyes...

Who's got the herb?? Is what the young boys ask me...

..../ And I'll see you in my dreams \....

2000 miles doesn't seem so far